Tempest
Fugit The man from
Penthouse had already left by the time I arrived,
which was a great pity because it sounded like an
interesting confrontation.
"Oh, I
always get good reviews in Penthouse," Toyah
reassures me. "When I did The Tempest - I
mean, The Tempest of all films to get a review in
Penthouse - it said, you must see it, to see to
see Toyah Willcox's voluptuous body. I thought
god, they must be hard up for good looking
women!" The sleek, expensive person sitting
opposite suddenly dissolves into a familiar Toyah
cackle and the interview begins.
After a
year off from making records, which she spent
working on three films for television (including
John Fowles' excruciatingly pretentious Ebony
Tower, screened last December), Toyah's back with
her latest single "Soul Passing Through
Soul" following her recent hit, "Don't
Fall In Love (I Said)" and an album to
follow. The break has been a blessing in more
ways than one.
"Oh
yeah, I was totally disorientated. I was being
followed by fans all the time, it was just
driving me mad. I had to keep the curtains drawn
in my house because I couldn't bear all these
faces staring. So I took time off, I had to go
away and think, do I really want all this, and I
realised that I did. I had terrible withdrawal
symptoms from singing and acting, and I thought,
yeah it is what I want, I've just got to learn to
control it."
And in
another way, it's put her bubblegum past one more
year behind her. After a career that's nearly ten
years old, this cool professional in the designer
suit is still waiting to be taken seriously. The
new non-image will help too.
"All
the trouble I've ever had has been caused through
the image. I felt at one point that the image was
alienating the audience from my songs. And the
music's got to come first. The image is so
transient, it'll be remembered for three months
at a time and them forgotten and I don't want
people saying, oh she's got red hair, the
music'll be crap. I want people to see me for me,
not red hair. I'm going to keep up with fashion,
I couldn't bear not to do that - I'm too vain to
forget about fashion - but the image has got to
be secondary. Whatever I do, it'll be a spur of
the moment thing."
Already
this policy has run into a few problems though,
like a photo-session the day before which had set
out to capture the natural Toyah.
"They
wanted an at home look, and I said, well it's
going to be a lie because at home I don't wear
clothes. I refuse to dress at home - at all.
Unless a stranger walks in and I have to put a
dressing gown on. And I'm not posing naked for
anybody
With her
27th Birthday just around the corner, the
transformation of Toyah has been an inevitable
process. She cringes at the memory of the punky,
speedy character of Kate in that episode of
Minder, so kindly repeated the other week. The
actress in her comes to the rescue again when I
remark that her last single sounded like the kind
of thing Elaine Paige would record.
"Really?"
she says, opting for an expression of cool
surprise, rather than flattening me, Trafford
tanzi style. "It's very different to Elaine
Paige. I mean, the image and the approach has got
the calmness to it, but it's totally different
because it's remained true to rock. It's still
got a bit of the old me in it."
"And
the character of the album is immense - it goes
from the commerciality of the singles to really
diverse political songs. And lyrically I don't
think you'd get Elaine Paige singing about
penises the way I do on this album."
"What
I wanted to put across in the lyrics was that I'm
slightly feminist, but I'm a feminist to a point
where I think women should look like women - it's
what their power is. I think a woman is dangerous
when she's playing the sexy creature - as long as
she knows what's going on up there in her brain.
These sex kittens who haven't got a brain - it's
just a waste of time - but when you see someone
like Fiona Richmond who does know what she's
doing, it makes it all much scarier."
When Toyah
reveals that she bared her midriff on Pebble Mil
At One, I start to recognise the parallels
between her and Madonna. Both are known only by
their exotic first names. Both are combining
careers as singers and actresses. But most
significantly, both of them started out with the
same naked greed for fame. "In the
beginning, I didn't care how I got it and I
didn't care what the fame was for. I didn't think
about credibility, I didn't think about people
liking me, or anything like that. But slowly,
through time, the value of fame has changed. When
you're so famous you can't walk down the street
without being mobbed by grannies, even. When the
people who swear at you when you're on the telly
in their living room come up and say they love
you when they see you in the flesh - you know
it's false. That wasn't what I wanted for the
rest of my life."
"I
want people t like me and to hear what I do, and
I'd like to reach people. To write something that
makes them feel something."
The obvious
comparison between Madonna's global domination
and Toyah's more home-grown success could also be
made, of course, but for someone who left
Edgebaston Church Of England School For Girls
with a solitary O level in music to her credit,
Toyah's not done too badly.
Her Barnet
home runs to a gym, in the best Dynasty style, a
design studio, two recording studios and a
library where the workaholic likes to bury
herself whenever possible.
"In
the early years I was very lazy - I had to force
myself to work. It was like a school syndrome -
I'd had to do so much work at school, I didn't
want to work anymore. But now I've got over that
I can't stop working, I love it."
"I've
had to put aside some energy for writing and
mental activities which I've never been very good
at doing, because I've always felt that my
writing has suffered because of it - I'm always
hiccuping along. I'd go rusty then I'd start
writing again. So it's an exercise - I keep my
mind going all the time in that area, because one
day I'd like somebody to sit down and say, God
she's a good writer - and I haven't had that
yet."
"I
take myself very seriously as a writer whether
the critics agree or not. I think it's something
I've learned to accept. In the early days the
criticism just destroyed me, but now it has to be
water off a duck's back. I know I'm getting
there. I know that with time and with me getting
older, one day I'll be a good writer. At the
moment, everything's practice, but I'm not going
to give up.
Sounds
6
July 1985
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