Ask Toyah Willcox From punk icon to Shakespearean
actress, Toyah Willcox has enjoyed chart topping
success, and a varied acting career.
More
recently she's been on our screens doing some
revolting tasks just to eat! In "I'm A
Celebrity ... Get Me Out Of Here".
We've gave
you the opportunity quiz Toyah ... here are your
questions and her answers.
Throughout
your life has anything ever happened to you to
make you feel really frightened or scared? Mandy,
Westerhope, Newcastle Upon Tyne
Toyah
said: Yes, things have happened that have scared
me. My work colleague and friend Jill Dando was
murdered in 1999 and that was one of the most
terrifying things I have experienced, and my
heart goes out to anyone whose ever experienced
losing a friend or member of the family in this
way. It's the most extraordinary feeling of
vulnerability and grief.
On a
lighter side, there are some many fears that I
think we all feel when wars start. Then there's
the more ludicrous fears, like for me, the fear
of unemployment. I am very typical of a
performer, and think I'll never work again. That
is a fear, it's a stupid fear, unrealistic fear.
Yes, I do experience it and have.
Have you
remained in contact with any of the other stars
of 'celebrity jungle'? Michael, Chatham
Toyah said:
This morning I've spent the last hour texting
Danielle Westbrook. Danielle and I have become
very close friends. I think that not only is she
a wonderful friend, but a remarkable person and
I'm incredibly fond of her and she says I'm a
dopplegänger for her mother. She's even asked me
to play her mother in a drama about her life
that's about to me made. I don't know if I will
be, I would love to do it.
I'm still
close to pretty much everyone who was in the
jungle.
What was
the worst thing in the jungle? Catherine,
Chelmsford
Toyah said:
The complete loss of privacy, there were even
cameras in the loo. And the reason for that was
that if we got bitten by something or passed out
our lives were in the producers hands. So they
had to watch us 24 hours a day. That was quite
bizarre and I didn't like the loss of privacy
when it came to coming to the loo and stuff like
that.
But for all
the bad things about the jungle, it was a huge
learning curve. The biggest thing I learnt about
myself is how my compliance is my aggression. And
I knew that we were going in there to be made
fools of to a certain degree, because that makes
great telly. But I was deliberating aggressive by
being compliant and that shocked me because I was
deliberating trying to stop them having good TV
and I knew I was in there because I'm feisty and
have a temper and I deliberating didn't show
it.
Do you
think that the music in the late 70s and early
80s is better than the music now, and do you
think that they were a better time for music?
Peter, Leigh on Sea
Toyah said:
When I was living in the 70s and 80s I didn't
necessarily think that the music was the
greatest. I loved what I was doing and I loved
other artists. But in those periods we were
always saying the 60s were a better period for
music.
But
now, today, I enjoy the music of the 70s and 80s
far more than I ever did back then. I don't think
it was better, I think its because nostalgically
I feel a very strong link to it. I love modern
music, I love some of the bands around today but
having said that the music of the 70s and 80s is
incredibly powerful. In June and July I start
developing a one woman show that I want to be
working on over the next couple of years and the
music in it is purely 70s and 80s music, because
the producers and I came to the conclusion that
it probably the most profound music that we have
today.
Yesterday,
I had to sing before an audience for the first
time in my life (I'm 40 and I had to sing
cabaret, like you have done too). I was very
nervous and my voice cracked a bit, well a lot.
How do you handle your nerves (if you have them),
have you got a trick or something? Bea,
Dordrecht, The Netherlands
Toyah said:
I can't handle my nerves. If I had to sing out of
context of a show my voice would crack too. I
always tell myself that the audience infront of
you is there because they want to see you. I have
this weird psychological thing that audiences are
there to see me fail which is ludicrous. So I
always tell myself that the audience is there
because they've chosen to be there and because
they want to see me. But that doesn't cancel out
your nerves.
If you
suffer nerves you have to accept it and go with
it, and realise it's just nerves. So I can't
offer any tricks really, because for me, even
after 25 years of singing I still suffer terrible
nerves and I can't control it. The only way I get
round it is pretending to be someone else and
playing a character.
Do you
still have a house rabbit? From seeing you on a
TV programme ages ago we now have two of our own!
Sheryl, Colchester
Toyah said:
I don't have a house rabbit at the moment,
because the last two years I've been on the road
touring with the musical Calamity Jane and my
house rabbit passed away just before I started
that and I really want another rabbit. I find
life at home without a rabbit quite peculiar
because I'm so used to being governed by a house
rabbit. They're very bossy creatures, and they
kind of manipulate you and boss you around so
that there feeding times suit them. I fully
intend to have another house rabbit, I think
they're very much part of my life.
Toyah,
if you were to sing a (cover) duet with David
Bowie which song would you pick and why? PS
Velvet Lined Shell Rocks! Andrew, Leicester
Toyah said:
I agree with the latter!
It would
have to be Je'Taime it would be in the style of
method acting, in that everything is for real. It
would have to be done from a huge double bed from
a penthouse somewhere very romantic, lets say New
York because I don't think Bowie likes to travel
much these days.
I came
to watch you in Calamity Jane twice and you were
EXCELLENT and I saw you in Snow White and the
Seven Dwarfs which was also EXCELLENT I was just
wondering what are you doing next and when? Katy,
Walsall
Toyah said:
I'm kind of busy doing background work at the
moment. The next two months I've said to agents
and managers don't bother me because I
writing.
I'm writing
this one woman show called "Chain
Reaction" which is about music which has
influenced and written history and its based in
the 70s and 80s. It's about songs that narrate
our lives. It's partly historical, cultural and
news orientated. About 50% of it is about how
music has affected me too.
I'm writing
a novel which is due out at Christmas called
"We Have Angels Here". And I've started
a second novel which people have shown more
interest in, which might pip Angels at the post.
I'm not saying what that's about because it's
quite controversial and will cause an absolute
stir.
I don't
expect to start performing again till May. I'll
then do work for the one woman show in June and
July, I then go on the road with Nick Heyward
touring theatres doing a 1980s tour.
I've got a
lot of telly. I've been asked to go into
programme where you swap genders.
What
inspired you to write the latest book you are
working on? Do you ever feel motivated by a need
to overcome the adversity in your life, such as
your physical difficulties or your dyslexia?
Strange Girl, London
Toyah said:
My latest book has been inspired by where I live.
I won't say exactly where I live, only that it's
a town in the Midlands. In a very eccentric town
that time hasn't touched and I heard a story
about a house in the town that inspired me to
write the latest book. It's a children's story
for adults and its slightly supernatural.
Am I
inspired by adversity? No, because I think
adversity is a frustration that pushes you
harder. So I think inspiration is something more
of a joy. Adversity, dealing with it, is to deal
with frustration.
But I do
love working and that's why I work. I love being
creative, I loved feeling plugged into the world.
I have no desire to go away and live in a house
in Thailand and do nothing. My adversities
frustrate me, and try to deal with the best I
can. Most of the time I work because I love the
feeling it gives me and its exhilarating.
I love
the new album and your 25th anniversary gig in
October was great. Are you planning to tour
sometime in the near future? Ashleigh,
Portressie, Moray
Toyah said:
I'm touring in October, and I think it might
confuse my fans why I'm going out in a package on
an 80s tour. The reason I'm doing that is because
I feel much happier with other artists. I don't
feel isolated and put under pressure. I think
performing is better when you're happy, and I'm
much happier in this kind of environment. I feel
I'm not carrying the whole tour on my back which
can make me quite tense and that affects my
performance.
I'm really
chuffed to be going out with Nick Heyward. He's
great fun, he's a fellow taurean and I think I
can put emphasis on enjoyment which is what music
should be all about.
To read
the interview at 'BBC Essex', please click the
image at the top of the news item.
BBC
Essex
March
2004
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