Rebel
Without A Pause THE CHANGING FACE
OF TOYAH
By Bill Black
The
last time something newsworthy happened here was
in the Fourteenth Century.
Then
a small army of Englishmen rode into the
courtyard of this isolated chateau deep in the
rural heart of France and ransacked the
place.
Six
hundred years later and the Brits are back, but
this time with more peaceable intentions. Granada
TV have chosen this timeless spot a few miles
outside Limoges as the setting for their
dramatisation of John Fowles' The Ebony
Tower.
Revolving
around the relationship enjoyed by an elderly
exiled painter with two young artistic 'groupies'
who share his retreat as seen by a visiting
writer, the 90 minute play features just four
actors and one location.
But
what a location! As chickens and guinea fowl
scamper across the courtyard, an elderly woman
dressed all in black peers with a child-like grin
of thrilled bemusement at the lorries and lights,
the foreigners who have temporarily invaded her
existence.
Rumour
has it she has left the chateau only once
in her 56 years of domestic service here, and
then only to travel the few miles to
Limoges.
No
wonder she looks at us all as if we have somehow
arrive from outer space. Looking around, it's not
such an illogical conclusion to draw - especially
when you come face to face with the flame-haired
Toyah Willcox.
"I'm
nicknamed the Red Devil around here because they
think I'm a devil or else a comedienne, which to
them doesn't mean a stand-up comic but a
travelling performer.
Toyah
laughs at the thought of being a devil, but not
at the thought of being a travelling performer.
She takes her acting very seriously - and you
can't get much more serious than a John Mortimer
(Brideshead) adaptation of a Fowles tome
starring Lord Olivier as the painter
Breasley.
Toyah
takes the part of one of the groupies, nicknamed
The Freak for her outlandish behaviour.
So
what's she like, this freak?
"Oh,
she's an absolute bitch! I like acting bitches,
the only problem with this bitch is that she
keeps stripping off and we've had to handle that
with extreme taste or else people wouldn't see me
acting, they'd just see me as a slag stripping
off.
"We've
made her slightly psychic and a slight witch and
it's great fun. Monkey in Quadrophenia I played
as a speed freak, whereas this character is one
minute silent and psyching people out with her
eyes, the next minute she's screaming at
somebody.
"It's
very hard. It's taken a lot of time and a lot of
nagging from the director to get me to do it
properly, but it's stretching me and that's what
I like. It's pushing me in a direction I've never
been before.
"Also
I'm learning a hell of a lot from just doing a
film again after three years. This is the first
I've done since The Tempest, and I've actually
forgotten a lot. The thing with doing a stage
play is that your actions become very big and
descriptive for all the people at the back of the
theatre. With a film you've got to bring it all
back down into yourself. That's the hard bit,
plus having to act with someone who insists on
being called 'sir'."
The
'sir' if you haven't already guessed, is Laurence
Olivier. Variously known as England's greatest
living actor and the biggest shakes since
Garrick, he commands respect.
So
much so that after each day's filming the tiny
cast take it in turns to have dinner with the
fellow. But even if this rota system has earned
the nightly engagement the nickname 'the chore',
Toyah for one enjoys the job.
"I
dine with him quite often and he's very into the
music side - it's great. And he's surprisingly up
on it all. We were talking about the Fairlight
(computer) the other night and he was fascinated
by it's possibilities. We had a very interesting
conversation because he can't understand how
something you can use like the Fairlight can
still show your emotions through the technology.
He thinks it's become very clone-like, he
thinks we're heading towards a
Metropolis society where everyone has lost
their human instincts.
"I
say no, because not every human can twiddle those
knobs and get the right noise. It's still very
much a question of individual
interpretation."
I'd
almost forgotten. Relaxing in the Dordogne
countryside for a few brief hours, occasionally
meeting the eyes of the little lady in
black who can know nothing of this
Red Devil, the notion of Toyah as Pop Star had
deserted me.
Despite
the prestigious acting roles, music is still
central to Toyah's creative drive. Why else would
she risk physical and mental exhaustion by
combining a punishing six month stint in the
London stage production of Trafford Tanzi (in
which she played a female wrestler) with the
writing and recording of her new album 'The Law
of Love'?
But
Toyah makes light of the impossibly demanding
schedule that had her being thrown around
for three hours a night ("I broke most of
the bones in my right foot, fractured a rib and
fractured an elbow") before shooting off to
recording sessions that lasted till dawn.
"The
only problem was coming down. After Tanzi my body
was in such physical pain it was always about
three hours before I could talk to
anyone."
"The
biggest challenge for me was to go to the theatre
on my own and walk from the car to the stage door
on my own. Before I'd always had bodyguards with
me but I decided that this was a barrier I was
going to break down.
"As
a result I got to know a lot of the kids that
waited outside for me. About 20 or 30 of them
were waiting every night for five months and
although I'd tell them what time I'd be arriving
each night 'cos I couldn't stand the thought of
them waiting, they'd always turn up two hours
early.
"When
the show started the majority would come in and
see it every night but after a while they
couldn't afford it so I'd go and chat with them
outside during the intervals. But there was
always a barrier there, I was always a star to
them, I never became a normal person. I
started to base my lyrics around them and because
I'd go straight from the theatre to recrd the
album, it is based on infatuations with kids ten
years younger than me.
Toyah,
the honourary teenager, worried about age?
"When
you're in an egotistical business the battle
understanding that it is inevitable you are going
to grow old is something you start to fight very
early on. I'm 25 now but I'd say when I was 23 I
started to battle with the fact I was getting
old."
Doing
Tanzi might have brought Toyah up against the
paradoxical problem of a pop star's age (ie. how
do you become one of the kids when you are old
enough to be their auntie?) but it also gave her
a new approach to her live shows.
"For
Trafford Tanzi I was onstage doing something that
a lot of men find a very sexual act, which is an
aspect of my life work as a singer I've found
very difficult to cope with. It's taught me a lot
about human emotions and how misguided I've been
up till now.
"Y'see,
on past tours I've been presenting myself as a
sex object, in future I'm going to concentrate on
getting on with the show as energetically as I
can and stop thinking about being a woman, stop
thinking about men in the audience and start
thinking about my performance."
With
nearly a year's absence from the chart limelight
only just broken by the success of her single
'Rebel Run', it's not surprising that Toyah
should have given a lot of thought to the nature
and meaning of her success.
"When
I lived in my warehouse in Battersea, I lent it
to Iggy Pop for a while and it's where he and
Bowie wrote 'China Girl' - my own claim to fame!
I was in Wales at the time filming The Corn Is
Green with Katherine Hepburn and when I heard
Bowie had been at my place I nearly tore my hair
out!
"Anyway,
Iggy had just been dragged out of Berlin by Bowie
to start his musical career again. He was such a
beautiful, insecure little creature. He'd been
going out with a girl called Mitsu who had died
long after finishing the affair with him and I
think that's what they based 'China Girl' on.
John Cale came over to work with Iggy too and I
remember just sitting there in awe of them all,
all these insecure people who thought their
careers were over.
"They
didn't understand how strong their cult
followings were in England. We were turning kids
away at the door who were trying to get in to see
them. Iggy never once understood his importance
within our rock culture.
"And
it isn't until now that I understand what Iggy
was feeling. You go through a period when you
doubt yourself, and I hit that period about a
year and a half ago. I'm now coming out of that
doubt and respecting myself as a person. I've
decided to do everything to the best of my
ability rather than worrying all the time about
being desperately popular.
Ah,
from the top of the commercial ladder there's
only one place to go, and coming second to
Yazoo's Alf at this year's Rock & Pop Awards
obviously brought it home to Toyah.
But
cosseted by the isolation and comforted by her
satisfaction with the part of The Freak, the red
haired lady is finding it easier to contemplate
an acting career when her energetic job in music
becomes too much.
"I
think my priority and what I'll be remembered for
is my acting because unless people have seen me
live they can never understand what I'm doing as
a singer and there'll come a time when I
can't carry on with the singing anymore. There's
nothing sadder than seeing an ageing singer
onstage."
But
can a pop star ever make the sideways jump to
credible actor?
The
promotional type hype surrounding Bowie's recent
flicks would suggest not, and Toyah has a
handicap - her strong image.
"Yeah,
the problem with what I'm doing here in France is
that I do look very much like 'me' within the
film because of my red hair.
"But
there will come a time when I shave my head and
start growing my natural colour back. I tried it
last year but I chickened out because I couldn't
bear to see this black mass every morning ''cos I
hate my natural colour.
"But
there will come a time with my acting roles when
they don't want red hair, and I hope that happens
very soon because I need that excuse to get rid
of it."
Toyah
without her colourful barnet? Could this be the
end of striking pop visuals as we know them? It
certainly looks that way - especially now
Toyah has started talking about being an album
artist. So what's to become of the equally
impressive videos that cast Toyah as some
post-apocalypse queen of the Little People?
"Well,
rather than present myself as a voluptuous little
sex symbol, I've always enjoyed working in more
masculine areas. That's why Tanzi was so much fun
to do. Although it was outrageously sexual to do
I found it very masculine and that's how I played
it.
"Similarly,
with my videos, the images I see and the images I
get off on are warrior images. I know it will go
one day and I'll start wishing I'd behaved a
little more femininely but at the moment I love
those images. If I was a foot taller I suppose
I'd parade around like a model but I'm not and
that might explain my obsession with elves. I've
been studying them religiously and within the elf
kingdom the females are the warriors and the men
stay at court. The men are very tall and elegant
and the women are the robust ones."
Which
makes a lot of sense when you see the elfin yet
powerful figure of Toyah Willcox act the pop star
for a few hours in between acting the Freak. In
the nicest possible way, you understand, but the
role playing becomes inevitable when the public
image gets divorced from the private
identity.
"Toyah
four years ago was blatantly obnoxious and trying
to get everyone's attention, but now I've
got it I don't want it. If someone left me a
castle I'd lock myself away in it and just send
tapes out to my friends saying 'hello'.
Sounds
15th October 1983
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