Toyah Willcox shot to fame
as a teenager...
Music is definitely a spiritual
experience.
Even though I was a punk other punks
didnt really accept me, The New
Romantics
never accepted me... If one could
hold up the basic review of your life from
an
art critic it is This woman
does not fit in."
When I was living in Birmingham
there was no-one around like me, I felt very
alone.
It was then that I realised that
slowly I was a bit different from the others!
The lyrics Id already
pre-written 13 years earlier fitted... "I
don't
want to go to school, Don't want to
be nobody's fool, I want to be free,
I want to be me..."
The rebellion was more about me
rebelling against my gender than anything else!
I could never a heart-to-heart with
my mum, she wasnt that type of mother.
In 1978 when I wrote 'Neon Womb'
which is the first lyric I wrote
having moved to London. I was in
Victoria tube station and it was
incredibly warm. I remember just
sitting there thinking "Oh, this must
be what a womb feels like!"
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performing ...
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... 'Neon Womb' from Faith &
Music.
I flicked through the script and saw
which character had the
most lines. I said "Can I play
Mad?"
I said Id like a chariot ...
I went to work, recorded 'Its
A Mystery', the next day
my life completely changed
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performing ...
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... 'It's A Mystery' from Faith
& Music.
As Im growing older and
Im a bit more confident in my body,
than I certainly was in my
20s, my costumes are quite outrageous.
Everything about my life ironically
is about not showing
who I am. I put up deliberate
barriers.
Christmas Eve Live Whistle Test had
become an annual tradition...
It is my spiritual home. Its
bang on the town, in the High Street
but its not isolated in the
country and I know its the house I
will be in forever, come what
may.
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performing ...
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... 'Obsolete' from Faith &
Music.
'The Vow' for me is a very powerful
song, so powerful I dont do it live.
If we could see how vulnerable we
are in within this universe
and how unnecessary we are within
this universe than
perhaps we would learn how to behave
and stop being so selfish.
We worked on all this imagery of how
to sexualise an older
woman and 'Little Tears Of Love' is
about the maturity and
confidence an older woman has in the
sexual place.
I did not have surgery to be sexy, I
had surgery to look well.
Robert's always been adorable
because hes not a testosterone
fuelled man, hes like me, he
likes to escape his gender.
I felt Id lost my identity. I
felt that I could no longer work
from intuition. 'Prostitute' came
from that...
The whole thing about Brave
New World is the feeling of
being a changeling within another
world...
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... 'Brave New World' from Faith
& Music.
I do believe we all do have a
purpose and we have something
that we are here for. Im
optimistic that thats still yet to come.
Thanks to Andi Westhorpe &
Lärwi.
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